Failure :p

Today, I went to nus choir audition. I didn't prepare for it actually. When I stepped into the CFA, I was thinking ermmmm....I wanted to go back to my room d.
It turned out to be quite bad as predicted. haha..... My vocal was not good and I was off pitch. ( That had been tested out by the teacher when I joined A Capella in TH.) Anyway it was just an experienced.
Things that I don't like when joining CCA in NUS is that they expect you to know everything before joining the club. For instance, when you joined swimming club, they expected you to be superb or swim like lighting. Even when I joined Video Editing Club last year, they expected me to be able to edit a whole new video as well as to know myriads of skills etc. For heaven sake, I was just a newbie. As for me, that are mediocre, I felt stressful and become more and more reluctant to participant in their activities in the end.
Yes! I am not as superb and as brainy as others. However, I would like to try on new things and prove myself. Although I might experience failure,
'Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes.'
-MAhatma Gandhi