WEIRDO

” What you want? Beauty or Knowledge? ”

I am a truly weird person. I never knew waht I actually want. When my roomate ask me this question, without any hesitation, I tell her beauty. HAHA…

I spend so many times to study untill my eyes swollen, pimples all appeares in my face and now even look like a panda. But what I actually want is beauty???

I study hard and I thought I don’t need to dependent on guys to feed on me. However after the first semester in NUS, my thought is “lets find a guy and marry!!!”

I am a very contradict person.

I beleve in marriage and I think it is a wonderful things that everyone must go through.

Ermmm…maybe not that wonderful, but at least I want to give it a try. I truly think that I must at least experience it.

But…there is another me in my heart that I think maybe after four years of undergraduate, I want to sudy master at some other countries like US (most probably).

Wouldn’t both of them clash??? I hope no. But there is another firm voice in my heart tell me “yes”!!!!

After all, I don’t actually understand myself.